waka waka

Black/grey dress-tunic [check]
Black leggings [check]
Guess black leather watch [check]
Studded black clutch [-]
Sunglasses [check]
Diamond studs [check]
Diamond ring [-]
LG KU990 (vieuwty) [check]
Studded silver/black sandals [-]
Moschino FUNNY perfume [check]
Nail polish 'Andalou' [check]

So clutch, ring, sandals and nail polish...hmmm

mommy??=))))


UPDATE.
got the nailpolish today, its supercute!!! now its just the clutch, shoes and the ring!

and made some new pics in Rotterdam today=)))

cheers!

I finally FINALLY changed the layout, it looks better now, doesn't it?? I LOVE IT.=))) going to smoke a cigarette and sleep now..bye!

baby baby

how cute is this?!

yeah

this some is much better i think hahahhaa...

topshop virtual makeover

i feel like im looking like Dakota Fanning in Twilight new moon.....

hey jude

Im not sad. Im relieved that its over, it still hurts. Like sometimes i just sit and i think of him and my stomach makes a twist and i feel like i want to cry, but im not gonna cry..hes not worth it. He really wasnt the right person for me, he treated me badly and i didnt really have anything to love HIM for. So a part of me is relieved that its over, another part of me feels so so sad that its over and i wont ever be with him again. I wont ever kiss him again and i wont ever argue with him again. I hope this feeling will go eventually in the next couple of days cause im losing my mind a little now. Just have to bite on my lip and feel it through.

fresh start clean ways

So after 4 months of constant war and nerve-crusting, my boyfriend and i broke up yesterday. The direct reason was that he went off on a trip with some friends, and didnt invite me to go with him (even though he actually promised ME to go on a trip), so he left without me in the morning and returned the next morning home. (we lived together) i told him that im done. he didnt say anything and left. I feel relieved, i feel fine. Im good. Its gonna hurt a couple of days and than ill ok. Done and Done.

you must not know about me

Its midnight here, and im sitting behind my laptop with a big cup of green tea with lemon (a-mazing!) The silence of the night and the taste of the green tea are just two of my favorite things in the world. Small things like that really make me feel happy. I feel that if we put our negative energy behind us, and focus on the positive things in life, however small they may be, it gets a bit easier. A dutch popular saying really puts my thoughts in a phrase: "the glass is either halffull or halfempty", im gonna make sure mines always halffull! So if you think about it, it doesnt really matter i so desperately need some new black high heels, it doesnt matter my wallet is emptier than empty.., i focus on the good things! oo lala.

m.


Listening to:
Beyonce-Irreplacable

170410

sometimes all you need is a little love.

fix me

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I...


Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I...


Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

ooh la la

lately my life has become a vicious circle. everything the same and nothing changes. all is boring. i really cant find a purpose in everything that we (people do) what is it all for? maybe depressing but it it true. what do our actions stand for. life is not a boomerang, if you do bad it may or may not return. if you do good it still may or may not return. nothing is for sure. bad people have hurt me and they are fuckers all ok. i do good and get shit.

pff

angelou.

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

he really isn't

just watched an AMAZING movie, its all about the mistakes girls make with boys (who's the first to call after a first date, what 'it was nice meeting you' REALLY means and how to know that he is the one) its a real must-see!

if you see my friend, doesn't matter where i went, tell me if you see kay

working at H&M is sooo exhausting, and great! i get to see all the clothes and each piece of clothing is going through my hands. i think working with clothes is def. what i want to do, only not as a assistant but as a kinda sorta someone at a magazine maybe? who knows, first i need to get through college:P


im SO obsessed with The Script right now, they are an irish band from dublin (my favorite city in the world, and ive been so blessed because i have already been there three times! and each time was more amazing than the other) and they have these amazing songs, the voice of the singer is so emotional. my favorites from their album The Script are: If you seek Kay, the man who cant be moved and the end where i begin.








sometimes tears say all there is to say
sometimes your first scars will never fade
sometimes we dont learn from our mistakes
trying to break my heart, well its broke
trying to hang me high, well i'm choked
wanna rain on me well i'm soaked
soaked to the skin
its the end where i begin
its the end where i begin

Life is a grapefruit, some have one for breakfast.

a few days i went to the music store with my friend and i picked up this amazing cd: day and age-the killers. it is really good, of course we know the massive super hit 'human', but this cd really offers so much more! My favorite song has to be 'i cant stay', it really is how i feel at this moment, i might like 'the world we live in' better tomorrow! haha:P


anyways, yesterday a very important rite of passage happened: i got my diploma (in a terrible official ceremony were you have to stand in front of a lot of people and have your teachers say things about you, thankfully they kept it cool with me:))
i wore a black H&M dress with a bow, my dunnes shoes and a random bag. the best part of the evening was that i got a Guess watch from my mom! i looooveeee it, i will always be able to tell time 100 meters below the water now, how cool is that?

ill snap some photos from the watch and the dress later. now im off to the store, tonight my 3 best friends are coming over to say goodbye to me because i am leaving on a new adventure in 4 days and they wont be seeing me anytime soon!

xox

haus am see

hello mister sean o'pry.
hot-ness all around. i love gq!

managment

check out the summer tunes of these guys, MGMT
MGMT-kids
MGMT-time to pretend

i swear, your summer will rock!

it dont matter if you're black or white

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

<3

if you like pina coladas
and get cold in the rain
if you are not into yoga
if you have half a brain
im the love that you looked for
write to me and escape

yes i like pina coladas
and get cold in the rain
im not much into health food
i am into champagne

such a summer-ish song: Jimmy Buffet-Escape (the pina colada song) from the soundtrack of Wanted (yes with James McAvoy and Angelina Jolie)

getting on just fine

I DID IT

I GRADUATED! pre-university diploma is miineeeeee

now on to more important things: summer!!
congrats to everyone of class of 2009!