fresh start clean ways

So after 4 months of constant war and nerve-crusting, my boyfriend and i broke up yesterday. The direct reason was that he went off on a trip with some friends, and didnt invite me to go with him (even though he actually promised ME to go on a trip), so he left without me in the morning and returned the next morning home. (we lived together) i told him that im done. he didnt say anything and left. I feel relieved, i feel fine. Im good. Its gonna hurt a couple of days and than ill ok. Done and Done.