to do, to do

Post-its everywhere, last minute hussle, starbucks capuccino's and too many cigarettes, hurry, hurry, hurry, people everywhere, hot, cold, hot, cold, FREEZING, tears and emotions, anger, dissapointment...home.

my day at the international airport of amsterdam. tommorow i hope i will be able to make my kiev flight. oh ukrainian airlines...why? just, why??

when i DO get there...i need to do some things before im off to my boyfriendos in georgia..(again, the country not the state)

things i really really need to get done there in 6 days.

1. go to the hairdresser!!!!!asap! (30)
2. buy a gift for his little sister (20)
3. wrap (professionally) all gifts i already bought (20)
4. buy some kind of liquor at the airport for parents (50)
5. buy batteries for digital camera (20)
6. buy a clutch (chanel-ish one) (100)

all together: 24 euros...


at last, a picture of me and freddy mercury, that is his wax figure at the madam tusseaud museum in amsterdam.

a perfect day

A perfect day for me is:

1. get up really really late
2. drink coffee, smoke a marlboro light
3. lie in bed with my boyfriend watching silly movies
4. go out, have a ceasars salad and an ice tea with LOTS of lemon
5. go shopping with my mom
6. have a walk with the dog, have a run with my ipod
7. drinks with my girlfriends
8. come home, have some more wine with my boyfriend
9. fall asleep holding each other, knowing that tommorow will be just as nice as today
10. getting up really really late

i want to know

"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living
I want to know what you ache for,
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love,
for your dreams,
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow,
if you have been opened by life's betrayals
or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own,
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic,
or to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself,
if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.
I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty even when its not pretty every day,
and if you can source your life from God's presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine,
and still stand on the edge of a lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair,
weary and bruised to the bone,
and do what needs to be done for the children.
It doesn't interest me who you are,
how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand in the center of the Fire with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself,
and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments."

— Orion Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder

right as rain

bikini's on top

In 13 days ill be (hopefully) in the land of Georgia, besides my boyfriend, with a big cocktail, without a bad mood!!

just like a waving flag

Even though the last episode of The Hills is this next monday, and Lauren Conrad left the show for a whole episode already, I still love her style! She is always an inspiration to me on that dark day I cant think of ANYTHING to wear, and my closet seems empty of trendy stuff...thank you LC!

lovelovelove

black tunic [x]
black leggings [x]
sandals[x]
clutch[-]
silver studs[x]
'guess' watch[x]
silver ring[x]
sunglasses[x]
nail polish 'aubergine'[x]

drinking, cause you're looking so good, in your starbucks cup

This is one SICK apartment!! Check out The City's Olivia Palermo's tribeca-apartment, so cute! i love the beige and white tones. So inspirational!

waka waka

Black/grey dress-tunic [check]
Black leggings [check]
Guess black leather watch [check]
Studded black clutch [-]
Sunglasses [check]
Diamond studs [check]
Diamond ring [-]
LG KU990 (vieuwty) [check]
Studded silver/black sandals [-]
Moschino FUNNY perfume [check]
Nail polish 'Andalou' [check]

So clutch, ring, sandals and nail polish...hmmm

mommy??=))))


UPDATE.
got the nailpolish today, its supercute!!! now its just the clutch, shoes and the ring!

and made some new pics in Rotterdam today=)))

this time for africa

[1] What are your current obsessions?
The film 'Nine', The world championships South Africa, ICE TEA andddd my new LG VIEUWTY=)))
[2] What is your weirdest obsession?
I think pickles, i even like pickles over chocolate!
[3] What are you wearing today?
Black shorts, birkenstocks, a black and white h&m top...
[4] What’s for dinner today?
Spagetti bolognese
[5] Why is today special?
Because i got a text from my boyfriend in the morning and im so happy now=))
[6] What would you like to learn to do?
I would like to be less emotional, be wiser with my finances and learn how to combine my clothes better.
[7] What’s the last thing you bought?
French fries with mayonaise..
[8] What are you listening to right now?
Kate hudson-cinema italiano
[9] What is your favorite type of weather?
In the summer, when the sun is going down and the sky is orange..so beautifull
[10] What is your most challenging goal right now?
Getting money to go to visit my bf in georgia.
[11] What do you think about the person who tagged you?
i tagged myself, so the person is so cooooool
[12] If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would it be?
New York or Georgia
[13] What would you like to have in your hands right now?
An airplain ticket to georgia!!
[14] What would you like to get rid of?
some pounds..=) if you know what i mean
[15] If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Welll my guess would be georgia:P but maybe south africa is fine too.
[16] Which language do you want to learn?
Of course georgian
[17] What do you look for in a friend?
The ability to have fun and have a good time, humour, nice style wouldnt hurt, but the most important thing: carefree!!
[18] Who do you want to meet in person?
Audrey Hepburn
[19] What’s your favorite type of music?
i like EVERYTHING, exept heavymetal rock or something
[21] What is your dream job?
Working at the United Nations. Or unicef.
[22] Any favorite models?
I like adriana lima.
[23] What would you most likely spend $100 on?
Clothes, food, drinks, cigarettes..etc
[24] What would you like an endless supply of?
Energy drink, cigarettes, my boyfriend.
[25] Do you admire anyone’s style?
Yes, i love Lauren Conrads style, Olivia Palermo's style and Nicole Richie's style.
[26] Describe your personal style.
Fun classic h&m high heels short shorts and so on

run, skipper, run!

This is one CRAZY dog! when i went with my friend to walk him i ACCIDENTALY let go of the belt and he took a storm!!!! He ran away and managed to manoevre my friend too, finally we caught him after the most terrible run in the 40 degrees sun EVER! he still is adorable, the little skipper-dipper=))))

jalapeno on a stick

On of my favorite blogs to read is Atlantis Home (link on the menu left) and she has the most amazing food-posts, especially the chips & dips! My favorites:

caramel and cream

In search of the best coffee blogs...as a self-proclaimed coffee-holic i think coffee is one of the best things invented by mankind besides the cigarette. Morning coffee, ice-coffee, after-eight irish coffee..so many kinds and its all good!! My parents are the proud owners of a Senseo-machine which makes coffee-making the easiest thing, myself, i love a cappuccino with extra foam...or starbucks plain black coffee is very good too! I alsof have a strange liking of french fries and cold chocolate milk...?? is that weird??

=)

new earrings:

dont call my name, fernando

Just met up with my friend and made some snaps of her, i looooveeee her shoes! Too bad they hurt a little she says..=( they still rock!! As always we drank energydrinks, i smoked too many marlboro lights and she ate chocolate...the perfect afternoon=)))














yessir...

your love is my drug

Because I moved out of my parents' hous a year ago, i have been the proud owner of a 2 by 4 room in the center of Simferopol. The room is on the 5th floor in my college studenthouse (which is basicly a huge 9-story building, with on each floor about 16 rooms) I have been living without a roommate and the time has come for: RE-DECORATING!!!! O yes. So i was on the hunt for some cool room-pictures and found these:













i made a little sketch of my room..it turned out TERRIBLE, but at least ill have some kind of sketch of it:P haha


p.s. more to come, have to let the dog out now:P

cheers!

I finally FINALLY changed the layout, it looks better now, doesn't it?? I LOVE IT.=))) going to smoke a cigarette and sleep now..bye!

Changing things.

New outfit for georgia..the old one was a little too much 'nekked' for a country such as georgia..this one fits their mentality a little better without covering myself from head to toe:P:P



Black/grey dress-tunic [check]
Black leggings [check]
Guess black leather watch [check]
Studded black clutch [-]
Sunglasses [check]
Diamond studs [check]
Diamond ring [check]
LG KU990 (vieuwty) [check]
Studded silver/black sandals [check]
Moschino FUNNY perfume [check]
Nail polish 'Andalou' [check]

So clutch, ring, sandals and nail polish...hmmm

mommy??=))))