Thursday 22 April 2010
Im not sad. Im relieved that its over, it still hurts. Like sometimes i just sit and i think of him and my stomach makes a twist and i feel like i want to cry, but im not gonna cry..hes not worth it. He really wasnt the right person for me, he treated me badly and i didnt really have anything to love HIM for. So a part of me is relieved that its over, another part of me feels so so sad that its over and i wont ever be with him again. I wont ever kiss him again and i wont ever argue with him again. I hope this feeling will go eventually in the next couple of days cause im losing my mind a little now. Just have to bite on my lip and feel it through.