Breakfast, baby.

Off oprah.com. Some ideas for breakfast, a meal i tend to skip (if you dont count coffee+cigarette)...

But after seeing these pictures, i cant wait to start eating at 7.30 am!!!

fiesta #1

MEXICO.

I really want to have a mexican-style dinner, have some friends over. Drink some margaritas...im thinking of the dishes I could do.

1. Taco's.
2. Burrito's.
3. Fajitas.
4. Nachos, chips and dip.
5. Margaritas and Corona Extra with lime.

I could have mexican music, make a little mexican decor!! It'll take my mind off some things I have been worried about...I think it will be fun!!

to do, to do

Post-its everywhere, last minute hussle, starbucks capuccino's and too many cigarettes, hurry, hurry, hurry, people everywhere, hot, cold, hot, cold, FREEZING, tears and emotions, anger, dissapointment...home.

my day at the international airport of amsterdam. tommorow i hope i will be able to make my kiev flight. oh ukrainian airlines...why? just, why??

when i DO get there...i need to do some things before im off to my boyfriendos in georgia..(again, the country not the state)

things i really really need to get done there in 6 days.

1. go to the hairdresser!!!!!asap! (30)
2. buy a gift for his little sister (20)
3. wrap (professionally) all gifts i already bought (20)
4. buy some kind of liquor at the airport for parents (50)
5. buy batteries for digital camera (20)
6. buy a clutch (chanel-ish one) (100)

all together: 24 euros...


at last, a picture of me and freddy mercury, that is his wax figure at the madam tusseaud museum in amsterdam.

a perfect day

A perfect day for me is:

1. get up really really late
2. drink coffee, smoke a marlboro light
3. lie in bed with my boyfriend watching silly movies
4. go out, have a ceasars salad and an ice tea with LOTS of lemon
5. go shopping with my mom
6. have a walk with the dog, have a run with my ipod
7. drinks with my girlfriends
8. come home, have some more wine with my boyfriend
9. fall asleep holding each other, knowing that tommorow will be just as nice as today
10. getting up really really late

i want to know

"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living
I want to know what you ache for,
and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are.
I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love,
for your dreams,
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon.
I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow,
if you have been opened by life's betrayals
or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own,
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic,
or to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true.
I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself,
if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul.
I want to know if you can be faithful and therefore be trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty even when its not pretty every day,
and if you can source your life from God's presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine,
and still stand on the edge of a lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up after the night of grief and despair,
weary and bruised to the bone,
and do what needs to be done for the children.
It doesn't interest me who you are,
how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand in the center of the Fire with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied.
I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself,
and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments."

— Orion Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder

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